sab

2009-01-22T20:57:00.003+08:00

no one cares
not even you

shut up and let me go

let me shut down and get out of this world.

2009-01-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

SPRING CLEANING! :D
house much brighter, see my bolster there?
its so huggable! since like i hv no one to hug. -.-

clearing my stuffs, and came across my camp thingy, so missing it!D:

can u imagine, spending tis much of freaking phone calls/msgess.

Second week of attachment and it kinda different from the first.
did two sub Q and served one medication today.
i am starting to like Pm shift, tho i see C.i til 7? when i come back frm break
she's damn ons, she literally MARK my whole 30 drugs,
-.-
now to complete, is case study, finally chose my case.
and after CNY is, medication test. D:

so no life,
feeling stupid, unfulfilled and ...
how to b happy?
i mean at least a bit happy
hmmm

at least in sch, there's stil friends
clique, hanging out and all

i hv no work- i worry no money
if there is work, i would also worry cos of studies
thn studies come in- worry and worry

i jus cant help being so emo now
sigh
tht's why i feel like, Mr tofu.

bye

2009-01-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

feeling how Mr Tofu feels.

2009-01-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

Attachment's draining me away
many homework to complete
case study due next wed
exam timetable out tmr

suckling life.
bye

):

Drifted

2009-01-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

unspoken thoughts - ...

jus disturbs me inside

contemplating on wht's the next action

jus wanna get some slp

so bye

2009-01-10T20:02:00.005+08:00

OPEN HOUSE FRIDAY!
despite gettin pissed with peoples, i'd overally enjoyed open hse!!!! (;
woke up early, wanted t collect my phone, bt mabel called fr SOS
had t go straight t find her cos she was doing full shift.
went t eat koufu before her duty starts, from 11-9pm
used lappy and read newspaper and so on
glad t catch dont forget the lyrics w jean danker
and also the others stars! JULIAN HEE! celest chong, tracy tan!
hoho
open house offically ended late, ard 930?
the nyp gt talent was cool, we saw many different type of style of singings
and the last contestant, shakira, was superb!
and obviously she was the winner,
she sang family portrait by pink plus ending off w a dance, (:
falll in love w tht song, actually quite long ago, and nw am falling in love w it again!
haha, after open hse, went t locker w mab and thn she change and all
saw shakira and congratted her
i saw soo ! and i told mabel, eh i dare u go take pic w her
thn thn!
we took! (((::::::
bt my face and hair sucked big time!! roar.
k so after tht, everyone started t take pic w them too.
ok so mabel and i went off.
took the short route, gt quite irritated when the gate's close
BUT NVM!
we went back and we saw haizad!!!
mab and i was like banana in pyjamas fr a moment
b1 are u thinking wht i'm thinking b2?
so WE SO WANTED TO TAKE PICS W HIM!!! :DD
and and WE DID! :D
after tht ppl swarm to him! -.-
we gt so highhhh, mab called haz, i called fatin t tell her abt it!
muahahha!
haz and ain came to open house BUT they left early, tht's why!
and fatin didnt come laaaa she best.

me, soo, and young!!
me and haizzzad

going home time.

mab, soo, young

tis guy! he saw avril lavigne song, and he sounded like her. 0.0

they gave out prizes! bt we were sitting like at the side, ):

the band, spotted shu bt she nv play! -.-

Julian hee, kissing tracy tan

its them! promoting their show.

DONT FORGET THE LYRICS!

JEAN DANKER! tis is my second time seeing

first time was at my shop, she likes hello kitty!

other thn tht,

went t block k to find sya when he had his break

met nisa , joan, selena and all.

OPEN HOUSE - THURSDAY! (;

foreign bodies! nv fail t amaze us!

aiyoyo, when it comes to health science, thts wht they do -.-

siti doing a gd job man!

fadhil too, did a gd job explaining bcls

vin doing !

nice chair, from design! met sara frm st marg's , she was explaining abt her course

THANK GOD BUZZ IN WAS COMBINED WITH WALK IN

so i managed t do w syarif!! he wanted to get Deyi sec,

bt we were a bit too late, so we took 13 students frm compassvale!

we went to sch of design, thn sch of health sci thn sch of engineering

crazy lo, its like one end to the other

bt nvm, tis tour only took 2hrs plus

met tammie and family at the auditorium

kept them company t business block area bt had t rush off

when realised my lanyard was missing and called xue yan

she was walking out of sch alr.

tht's great, after tht realised i had to bring the students up t the carpark

me and sya gt kinda engross w the foreign bodies performances

we turned back and all of them were gone -.-

wth. bt we found them upstairs at the carpark

thk god, we went t sign out frm the function room and

went t ltk t find the rest, watched movie there til 6plus

TODAY

went t collect my phone and came home

hv t go back t sg tmr alr

attachment starting in 2days time

and and its the ppl from yr 1 first sem

no yen yen ! ):

ahh, i hope i manage my time well to study as well

timetable nt out yet, gt a feeling its mon tht wil come out!

okok

other thn tht,

going t nyp band concert w the clique,

will miss them and classmates!

and school ):

not gonna go back t ltj til like april. FIRST SEM OF YEAR 3!

god so fast! :/

damn.

HAPPY BDAY KAI WEI!

k til thn

byebye

2009-01-07T21:35:00.005+08:00

Hello

Kidd!
:D
haha ya my hair's thick and i am nt allowed to cut le
):
i miss you too eh! haha come my open hse yea!
wish u and i can spare time, to stay over la!
play basketball!!!

Today's kinda the last day of sch :/
tmr's open hse and i hv t meet the leader at 9am -.-
zzz.
wahlao from 12am, to 1130am to 9ooam
-.-
went out today, supposedly to marina barrage
BUT time and mood were the factors tht prevented us from going there
so we ate kfc, -.- and thn went t arcade,
virtualand jus opened at amk!! cool
we actually spend an hour plus there
was funnnnn man
thn chilled at macs fr awhile and thn headed homez.

Moi (;
k she is scared of me, -.-
mabel and me
MABEL DOWN THERE! hahaahahahah
quiz time man
vin too short fr the pretty girl. :P
shake head hahah!
-.-
perverttss! imagine the lift door open! -.-
vin wishes to hv her boobs O.o
guess whoooooooooooo
whos!
who's
and .... ?
in the toilet
haz wanted to bring home these
and she wrapped tis

BANG BANG
Played again, and i lost like hell, last.
tomorrow!! D:
zzz.

bill's out!
lowest tis mth :D
yupp

atttachment is soonn
horrigible.

:/

moodless now
so bye

2009-01-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

TODAY
test was seriously horrible,
:/ i was like unsure abt almost everything.
and cannot cheat cos the one beside u is a different paper.
zzz
banu, so much of A, B, C, D -.-

Went J8 today,
to seek fr presents and check up my phone and change earphones
ate prosperity burger w tin, sya, vin!
kinda like my first time eating tht man
we sidetracked a lot while getting presents
went to play arcade! basketball and mariooooo.
i lost to Fatin, i win Vin tho in mario
bt basketball i won all of them :DDD

k was at action city and they had the massager thingy,
i was rather nonsense to put it vin's ...
he jumped -.-
sorry vin, hahaha.

MARIO!
Mabel's a ........................... she wanted to kiss haz,
marie needs t do smthg man. ahah
ain love
camwhorer
haz sweet
ain babe and me
US! STUDYING FR TEST that was today
act cute
ain and me again!
tiredddddddddd
glad t clear everything, stats done, test done, presentation done.
nw to tackle, attachment and exams, attachment
roar

tmr, kinda last clique outing at marina barrage
hope we're gonna hv fun there
thn thurs
open hse -.- shit
fri also.
sian.

k la, byebye

2009-01-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

I am tired to even think,
so byebye

Miss past. damn.
Slacken , dnt really wanna care nw

Good night and happy bday kitty

all the best fr tmr's test.

zz

2009-01-03T13:23:00.002+08:00

LALALALA
home sweeet homeeeee.

Sorry to the person who gt freaked out/scared by me.
i do no harm.
bt its all right being sensitive t it
sry tht i gt angry w tht.

ah marie's back, finally, so i can stay over her hse and slp on her lovely bed. (:
bt nonetheless, i'l miss mabel's massage, damn good.
Thanks babe!
i wanna go fr massage soon
):

Friday
went t sch, put bag and thn headed to town
to company Fatin to see doc
came back for presentation,
hate it when i stuttle. damn.
sian after tht,
we had a grp gathering to munch before we started our meeting
quite cool eh

ONE more presentation to go
ONE more proj t submit in
ONE more test to go
and thn its the ..........
attachment )': horrigble.
free labour fr one freaking mth before the exams.
depressing man!!!!
roar,

dad's sick, :/
gt t mug soon.
byebye

2009-01-01T10:08:00.013+08:00

i had no choice bt to upload cos this woman
the one slping, is slping,
no entertainment :/
kinda hungry alr.
zzzz

_______________________________________________________________
before year 2009

YESTERDAY
school was only, 1 lect and 1 tutorial
went town with the dudes to eat and pool
met mama after tht
haz was lateeeeeeeeee, an hour late.
BUT ain came who supposedly couldnt come, came.
so yeah it was the usual six of us, to go k again!
tis time round, it was almost fully booked!! and we din call t reserve u knw
luckily, there was one fr us. (: bt tis time smaller
after tht, headed to the usual place to eat dinner
we kinda had some discussions like, wht u like most abt tis yr,
which mth u like best and why and all those nonsense i could think of

din go rah's party in the end, no mood to party.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
IS TO NOT TO HV LAST YR'S LIFE
AND
NT TO GET STUCK WITH MY OLD LIFE.

okay, so hang ard til 9, decided nt to stay up late and all
so met tammie, since she was ard town, to go home tog
catched up a bit, we were both "shuai" yest.
sent her home, and even went t her house and
greeted parents since Mabel wasnt at home yet, and
she happily forgot to give me her keys. zzz.
after tht headed to mabel's hse, damn near, 5 stops only.
waited fr her to come down to get the drinks.
end up nv drink cos yeah nt in the mooood.

ok so pics talk.

tammie and me

again -.-

Mabel and me, during break

zzzz

Mab, sya and ain

sya

the loves.

.... Mee sua

sin wei and puah

dnt knw why they wan t pic without their faces taken -.-regina huh , crazy woman

me,regina and sya

some person's fingers. zzz.

mab, sya, me, tin, haz!

SENTOSA OUTING, 22/12/08, THE CLIQUEE

ITS US!

and again

heh

zzz

me and ain love

they kp laughing at tis pic, dnt knw why. zzz.

me and mab

and again

haz and me!

my frisbee team! the black and whites.

the others was red and orange. hurhur

us without mabel.
on our way there

and again

bk again, i think we hv fate w bk.

buying our groceriesss

hoho

CHRISTMAS ~~~

greeting card from feisay!

she puts " may i u a merry christmas!!!"

hahaha
oops forgot to rotate. -.-k nw everyone knws my add/ zzz

the bruise i had after sentosa outing

from mama and papa

from sis, forgot to rotate. zzz.

from sis's bf
my pathetic x'mas tree.
loving mama's grill chicken

these were the potatoes i had to smashed . zzzz

mummy made mango pudding.and lamb leg

outing with ame ng!

went sakae-ing.

she wnted t show her chewed food. yuks.
thn there. haaha

okok uploaded outdated pictures.

zzz

sch tmr.

presentation.

yawns.

bye.

2008-12-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

since i made tht decision
why do i kp asking people abt you
and even conclude from there and think so much
sigh fuck,
i shouldnt

happy new yr everyone!

mabel says: don't bitch about me. =)) loves!

2008-12-31T00:10:00.001+08:00

moodless to blog
tired to think
lazy to upload pictures

so bye

2008-12-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

written a letter with all the thoughts there
thoughts there and never will it be in my heart anymore
but will be kept in memories only.

all the best
Life's great for you,
Treasure it.

2008-12-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

I AM DAMN THE TIRED.
bt despite being darn tired,
i pretty much enjoyed outing with the clique yesterday
woke up at 6am, bt gt fucking stuck at jb customs
there was so many queues, i din knw which is fr which
on top of tht, my havas gave way again, bt luckily brought glue
so went t the toilet and super glue it.

was late, so took express bus instead of meeting ain and haz
right, was the second earliest to reach,
waited fr tin and sya to come
we were early! giant and bk nt even open yet.
waited, and there we go.. shoppin!
we kinda like had budget, bt ya, everything was cool
haz bought frisbee! and twister.
played once and i gt TWISTED, so din play it again
we played dog and bone too.
i wanna upload pics, bt haven gt it yet, so ya.

anyway, my fun ended damn fast, i HAD to head down to work
-.-
was five mins late, and the crowd was horrible!
poor saki stood at the counter non stop,
one customer after another,
the other colleague stood inside,
obviously, i had to go ard the shop t watch.
zzz.
dede came t find, thank god she did
after break, handled cashier, it was like non stop
8plus to 10, the crowd nv went off.
worked til 11, damn tiring
muscles achin like sai. :/
zz. i've gt a bruise on my arm.
dnt knw why, ??
anyway, had group meeting today!
was late. zzz. most of it settled, except research method
stats a bit screwed. 0.0
meeting til 2 plus thn i met ng at yck
trained down to bishan,
went t eat sakae, wahlao third time eating tht tis mth
nw u knw where my money goes to huh.
good food.

walked ard, thn headed back to jb.
suck cork.
siblings and their partners going to sg to shop tmr
i hv to stay hm, help mama prepare to cook fr the big day
christmaszzzz. i only hv uh, 3 presents?

i wan a CAPPPPPPPP
:/

k i knw i crapping alr,
i wanna see the pics of sentosa soon!!!
love clique!

byebye

sigh
why do things always pop out all of the sudden?

2008-12-21T15:28:00.004+08:00

okay outdated pictures up here -.-

rah driving !
hello!

darn hot carpark

loser self timer camera phone. zzz.

eh sam u should hv brought ur camera manz.

churched today

they used back the old drum set,

alan played it, rather screwed today bt ya,

stel went up to announce and so did danny. zzz.

nthg much today, went off to jusco for lunch.

at jusco, went grocery shop a bit, while paying

dad pointed at smthg ------------> guess wht.

.....

lubricant spray, and he asked me wht's tht -.-

beside the lubricant spray was condom, so they prolly was assiociated

tho i din wan to read the whole thing and wht is was used for.

bt it was rather funny, to ask in front of everyone.

looking forward t tmr's outing.

anyway, gonna say gdbye to

my k610i- my very first phone i bought using my own pay,

i rmb buying it w Karmun.

Was deleting the msges one by one,

brings back memories. bt ya.

and

the nds

its not NOT valuable to me,

dnt say it like i hv a choice

tht's cos i hv no other choices,

and tht u're a sucker in promises.

hey come on wht's new, right?

wht's w the saying wil be there fr me and all nonsense.

deleting ur "sweet and promising" msges tht has so many promises,

the action was jus-shake head and deleting it.

deleting almost all, and pictures of course.

in the process of deleting everything in my memory

i hv gt no comments alr as it has reached to tis stage.

so jus treat the girl u like (the one u found in LESS than a month)

with true love, true feelings and of course "empty" promises.

all the best.

ah hate the hols.

studied a bit of health psycho alr, bt a bit is nt enough

cos we actually hv TWO bks to study.

uh tht's great man.

k thn

bye!

2008-12-20T13:53:00.002+08:00

i feel tht i hv no courage for anything anymore
someone pls give that courage to me.
:/

sigh

2008-12-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hello people,
been awhile since i blogggged.
was busy working and catching up with pals

Mon,
Met dearest for lunch, we swensened,
time past so fast tht i had t report to work alr ):
well at least i hugged her goodbye,
she went off t meet the girl who likes her
we took pics too, bt its at my other M2 card, :/

Tues,
went to sch, for group meetinggg.
only4 of us was present -.-
it was a gd meeting, cos we kinda settle most stuffs to do
except for research method.
i stil hv no freakin idea hw t do it.
thn headed to work at bugis,
fucked the damn work,
noticin tht the hotplate was gone, i asked my colleague.
cos some loser person stole my steamboat hotplate
its like 120bucks?!?!?!
colleague said she saw the mother-60 yrs old, daughter-40yrs old
holding it and thought they wanted to buy.
i guess we were busy so they walked off.
i so damn phobia to all these nonsense alr.
lucky its shared among the three of us and cost price is less thn 100
i swear, so old alr, stil learnt tis type of trick,
i really look down on all these ppl la! cheebong!
k worked til 9, sarah kept calling me
cos she couldnt find her way t bugis
and nt bad she made it on time fr dinner,
victor came 10mins earlier too. (:
we went hipdiners to eat dinner,
there sure brings back lots of memories, :/
after tht Vic went off and me and sam wanted t dessert.
wanted to find a place t hv dessert, bt end up being LOST.
so sam gt fed up, she jus wanted t send me hm
we went suntec thn vivo thn ended up we stopped and ask fr directions
Thks sam fr the ride! dnt so sad cos u kp losing ur way (:

wed!
Met dearest for breakfast, cos shu had t leave hse early at 7am
ate Macs, sent her to work, din had any gdbye hug and she was sad.
wahlao say i owe her. zzzzz.
thn headed to meet Fatin at town
pooled and play arcade,
thn met ain, haz, mab for TWILIGHT!
bt before tht, we finally fulfiled smtg!
we finally said and did it, we went to eat botak jone near cine
wahlao there gt a lot of bees, zzz. attracted to us sweet ppl
ahh abt twilight.
omg, the show's damn damn nice! the guy's damn hot.
i dnt mind hving a vampire bf/gf. hurhur.
had to rush back to jb after tht.
took train with Mab to jurong.
it was the first time going back through the new jb customs!
texted mum abt it, end up i took bus to the hotel to meet my aunty all
sis came, me and cousin headed to city square
and brought cuz to cut hair, sis said i should do smthg abt my hair.
so ya
there you go! my hair -.-
love it when its wet!

din take the front view cos it sucks big time, i dnt like my top hair!!!

which is my front view la. zzz.

thurs

headed to jurong pt to meet mab fr lunch and study

jurong pt sure changed alot, much better, bt kinda complicated

actually settled down at ichiban sushi.

bt fuck the person din allow us to sit at the 4 seaters seat

so yeah, we walked off and went to sakae!

ate buffet, Mab was nonsense, she stole the salmon.

k la, i helped her steal, bt i was slow at my act, so she did it.

went lib t study, it was rather noisy,

the girls beside us was sssh-ing and tsk-ing all the way

gt fed up so we listened to music,

thn tis mab wil suddenly out of nowhere talk so loud,

they all turned, and she continue talkin out loud,

had to shut her mouth, if nt the librarian would be chasing us away

studied, bt was kinda tired. -.- hate psycho!

walked ard for awhile, saw the shop at jurong pt!

after tht headed t work,

i dnt like closing, -.- i stil hv to sweep floor. when its after 1030 alr.

damn zz.

shu called and asked me t pack macs, ate cos din eat dinner during break

friday ! today!

met dearest again fr breakfast, tis time at kfc.

sent her to work tho i din really knw whet i wil be late fr work or nt

bt i was jus in time! zz.

did stock and all, damn busy at one pt of time.

can die man, esp when saki went fr her break.

i had t call her and all t ask abt stuffs

had 6missed calls, withheld, was damn scared tht it was from mum

wahlao, it was actually tammie -.-

zzz.

lame, ok thn i headed home after work,

at hm nw! parents nt in, thk gdness,

mum would be nagging the seventh time abt my hair.

next week!

mon- sentosa, work

tues- met dearest? thn meet tammie and yvonne fr pool?

wed- sun- HOME ))):

sian, shal start studying fr test tmr!

zxzxzxzx/

byebye world

2008-12-14T14:59:00.003+08:00

ahhh so damn bored at home
haven laid a finger on the books. :/
slacked and potato-couching.
watched the rocker and what happen in vegas
home alone now with snoopy.

jus realised every single clique member's single.
k i realised it when we were sitting at bk talking.
ha. ok random-neessss

tmr's a mon!
bt its nt sch, bt at least i'm outta my hse
haha

time does past damn fast, very sooon, its the new year.
things would be different, new start i guess?

:/
so hooked to emo chinese songs. zzz.
-.-

byebye

2008-12-13T15:55:00.009+08:00

Hellooo School's over yo, hoho
Went to block M with Mab to pass shu my stuffs
after tht headed to south canteen to eat chicken rice
ate and thn, went t buy bubble tea
okay its nt my usual to blog abt wht i eat and all
bt this time, there's a reason behind it
so okay, with bubble tea, fatin and i came back
we let the rest try, cos mine is yellow,
so i asked them to guess wht i was drinking
AIN SAID, " MUSHROOM ICE BLENDED"
we were like laughing like dnt knw wht alr, i guess she wanted to mango?
HAHAH.
headed to library for meeting,
took a grp pic for stats
and
presentation sucked yesterday
wee ee ziu was .... no comments
bt we okay most of us felt intimidated by her
cos she would stop us from presenting if we were reading off the slides.
i wasnt stopped. bt later she gave us loads of feedback and all
felt like sai.

but anyway, it didnt spoil the overall mood
because ......................

it was ....
CLIQUE OUTING YESTERDAY! (: (; (:
it has been months since we went out and laughed so much
we skipped stats lessons to go karaok-ing at town
at cash studio, place there tho look quite old.
bt price's reasonable and it was rather coool,
we only was able to k for 3hrs,
time pass really fast when we're hving lots of fun
we chose like gazillion songs bt din manage to sing alll

okay PICTURES!~!@
look at sya's big mouth, he took pic of me like tht,
and fatin! i think she tired of singing, and haz, emo-ly singing
ain love

lame video

Fatin frowning whn singing! haha

haz singing passionately eh

singingg

the clique -

DISCO BALL! O.oHaz and sya duet malay songs!

Fatin! and vin slackin there

Singing

more singing!Vin and me had t duet , to sing Chinese songs/ -.- sang emoly

haz!

i was suppose to look at his hair -.we sang tong hua. jie kou and an jing

ain!

ok remote control, this is another funny story

i wanted to the remote control and it was with ain at the oppp side

so i ask ain to pass t pass it to me, bt instead it flinged to another side

all thks t sya! i think he was singing flying without wings,

so his hand actions was like flappin like wings?

thn hit ain's hand with the remote

it was literally broken to pieces BUT it could be fixed back man!

so cool la pls. hahah

sya!

sang all or nothing with haz!

popstar in the hse!

ain again!

haz with her song listvin and fatin

ain and haz

tin and ain

sya and vin

tin and me

k there's more pictures bt like its at haz's camera.

so ya after k, we went wheelock burger king to eat.

ate, thn we played cards and

thn there was our clique confession and feedback thing

it is kinda like between us so i cant talk much abt it here

bt i jus wanna apologize for my weakness.

i'l try t change and dnt be so .... next time.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

played police and murderer, so hooked up w songs

i thought the card A is fr murderer, and 2 is police

ended up its the opposite way, haha,

they were like where is tht murderer, why nt doin his job

-.-

thn we talked til like 930, so late t go home jb,

bt did intend t go back,

so called bro and sis asking them whet can pick me up

sis told me mum was in sg. so ok called her

she nv pick up, she called me and ask me t stay over friend's hse

ooo yay

so i stayed over ain's hse!

haha, we slept at 1plus am,

woke up at 1230 la, gt horned by my mum

zzz bt end up she let me eat lunch before i headed home

so back home d

heard frm sis abt my cousin, quitting Nus.

he is damn stress so he is gg back t malaysia

damn wasted man/

so lazy t gym -.-

mon- meet my dearest ... for lunch! thn work

tues- grp proj, work, meeting v tog w sarah? sarah's driving me ard!

wed- movie w clique, home

thurs- lunch w Mabel, work

fri-work, home

attachment's out again

ttsh all the way, dreads.

-.-

byebye

2008-12-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

Finally
Free time tht i can blog, was doing up the stats blog
posting and layout all

TIME PAST SO FAST, its a friday alr, i gtg home, JOHORE. -.-
zzzz

been working since tues,
work is nt as fun anymore, time past slow there too,
bt at least i see many type of interesting people,
strange things tht happened to me,
these three days i work, these three days it happened

okay anyway,
sch!
research method test- doned! got Grade B.
well wanted an A bt expected a B.
stomaching during test, so i faster end it and went off.
Thank goodness, i studied during the weekends
cos i knw i wont study when i come sg
and also i really didnt have the time to study here
cos i was working and working.

clique outing tmr, after a gazillion yrs!
and its the last day of sch tmr man D:
i am so gonna miss all my pals
esp those in the picturess

My gay (cheebong petty cock eyes friend) partner and me!
the babes, ain and haz loves

and of course, Fatin! will miss her tonszzzz
FINALLY A CLASS PICTURE! without marie and sya tho :/
we're finally doing wht a class does. heh. come on next ! CLASS CHALET!BBQ!

Its hard reading your mind,
First you said, next you said something else
oh well, what's new
always doing it to me, so u can jus fuck off.

5 more times of work to do, and i am out !
i'd try my best t find tuition instead of jus lazing ard nt using my brains.
zzz, so ok

Dinner with Victor on tues!
(:

tired
so byebye

2008-12-09T19:42:00.002+08:00

bio lecture today, tin told me abt her thing
bt it kinda affect raj's mood,
cos he specially called us " the 3 girls at the back, kp quiet. "
zzzz

went to work
omg for the first time, i felt super tired at work
prolly it has been a long time since i worked, tht is why
thought working wil make me refrain from much food
bt they had a new rule tht every staff hv to go fr their half an hour break
deduct from pay ok!
feeling all the hunger pangs, went t ock and tori q t buy food
i think cannot like tht alr man,
i shall play arcade during my break man.
beside me is jennifer, the other side is lynn!
so i kinda knw my neighbours, bt nt my own new colleagues )=

anyway tammie and yvonne came to visit me
they wanted to meet up with me bt i am too tired
i hv stiffs neck, muscle aches, all those nonsense.

tired
tired of living,
tired physically, emotionally, mentally, even spiritually.
f the tiredness, i wan to get immune to it.

bye

2008-12-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

Greetings,
today's a damn cold day man
woke up at ten am, everyone was still asleep
went online thn i finished up my notes for research method
slacked a bit,bathed and thn headed to sg
met kayen fr dinner, we ate at the jap food, opp ljs
i fell on my butt near guardians! wtf! so paiseh
ended up i had to hold her when needed
went t pool, lost all games, zzz.
the more i lost, the more i dnt feel like playing alr.
went t mos to slack and talked.
i wanted ice lemon tea, i gt peach tea with lemon
suspecting tht i had a taste bud problem, i ask k to try.
it was correct!
rel said she saw me. and her comment t me is not fat,
anyway, i haven met her before, its kinda cool tht she recognise me
-.- cos i didnt expect t see her there.

nthg much on today
parents went sg with aunty to visit aunty's son
and thn send him t counselling at my aunty's place
k so confusing, basically, there are 3 aunties. haha.
my cousin who is studying at nus says he wanna quit
lame.

nthg much to blog abt
work tmr!
i'l see jennifer!!
woohoo

2008-12-07T20:23:00.002+08:00

ZZZ
honkkk.
went church today, heard someone called my name from afar
and so it was stella! (:
shy was there too, it feels weird talking to her tho i used to be close to her.
anyway stel went up t stage to announce! although its nt danny, idc!
i miss her tons, i cant wait to go her place to do massage man!
anyway, ps james werent there, so it was some pastors from bilingual session
wahlao, she speak damn damn damn fast, like bullet train.
nvm abt fast, i can catch it, BUT she spoke squeakingly, -.-
so its like there would be super high pitch sound.
totally wont make ppl fall aslp. hurhur.
went to jusco, ate at some place "nando"
mummy brought me to bra shop and force me to get/ wahlao
she talk so loud, i bet the whole place know my name
k she bought 150rm worth of bras.
dad bought 182rm worth of pants and shirt.
sales wht. zzz. bt everything also sign card.
went toilet w her, she went in first.
cos i din wan squat, so i went to handicap toilet outside
while peeing halfway, mum shouted for my name!
WAHLAO, faints ok
i had t shout back, bt she kinda like cant hear me
nw the whole toilet ppl know my name.
lucky nv see my face, haha.
cannot take it.
yay went hm after tht
so hm, was rest, study, gymed, dinner, nw using the com

next week
pharmaco presentation
reseach method test
obesity presention
and thn hols! work!

saki msged me more of the working days
only 8days workin!
ahh. )=
oh well better thn nthg.

sian, why tmr can not hv sch, i rather hv sch man
zzz.
D:

k i gtg prepare fr moi pharmaco presentation!
before i hv no time on tues!
byebye!

2008-12-06T20:24:00.003+08:00

I am so bored at home
stuck here )=
no entertainment
woke up, gym, lunch, nap, study, gym, dinner
now blogging

and dad jus told me today tht nw malaysia
everyone in the car must wear seatbelt.
siao liao
they sure earn tonszzz of money le

church tmr!
hope danny goes up t stage again!
hahah.

studied 3plus chapter of reseach method alr.
zzz, stil 4 plus more to go -.-

k la, better b off doing work.
byebye

I hate changes

2008-12-05T18:07:00.006+08:00

damn the day today
tho i hv been wanting week 8 to be over asap
Stats/bio/clinical assessment/stress ppt-done
CCC says my part was okay.
bt some parts was screwed
Thank gdness

sorry Fatin for pangsehing you today
left sch early, went home.
and nw am relieved tht no one except my maid is at home
cos i saw my bro and sis's cars downstairs. bt ya
and i wanna be left alone tho i dnt wan like t be alone.

so no one at hm makes feel it a bit better,
today was a horrid day,
i dnt knw why.

prolly history is repeating its past.
i fear
its the same old reasons, from everyone, almost everyone
fuck the reason okay, fuck it.
and its always the same outcome
Nothing goes my way as i am no one.
wht more can i expect?
- Nothing
wht more can i do despites efforts put in?
- Nothing
wht more i could wish for?
slowing wishing in lalaland and Nothing come to past

and at least, i know tht ure nt ignoring me
jus feel so damn fucking bad,
i've been so mad at you,
for nothing.
i wanna knw so much abt ur life,
bt i am nthg to know abt it.
Sorry.

and thks Kayen for bein all so nice
trying to cheer me up and all

tuition agent text me for tuition
bt i am nt in favour with the fees, 115bucks only.
pri 3 somemore.
Sigh.

dnt knw whet should go fr mel's party at sentosa
:/ and saki texted, only 4 days t work.
wtf, i need another job man.

Hate my life
Life's a whore.
byebye

2008-12-04T21:06:00.004+08:00

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Coz I will never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Coz without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I’ve got, you’re all I want
Yeah...

And without you I don’t know what I’d do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart

2008-12-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

a proper post

morning started like fuck,
facing ppl's stupidity is a turn off.

stats tmr -.-
diezzz.

I hate you man,
why can't u even jus said a yes or no
is it very hard?
fuck okay
called through your line, ringing tone
truth hurts, you're ignoring me.
fuck offf

and
i dnt expect anything anymore
cos life fucking sucks
and i realised, i dnt hv any ability to make you happy
i am nothing.

bye

2008-12-03T20:05:00.005+08:00

TODAY
is nonsense, came at 8 and there wasnt any lectures
head to eplaza to prepare for tmr's presentation
ate at kf, went fr tut and thn north and eplaza again
this time to figure stats -.-
yeah thn went for the helper's talk
dorothy is damn funny, bernard lian is like ....
he really nv take his medication okay!
anyway, it ended early, so me and fatin headed to bugis
ate sakae.

look hw fatin is, damn happy right
now she is shock! O.O

yeah this was our early dinner

SAKI is damn nice to me
was quite paiseh to approach her cos she was busy
so i waited outside, rosa help me call her, so yay.
she let me see the schedule,
and thn ask me whet i can take over this girl who is going over to jpt
bt the timing was like shit, and 12 ppl's working there
so imagine the schedule is like damn, MESSY.
BUT, she is changing it fr me! suiting my timing to work!
yay!
(;
she said jpt stil need ppl, the supervisor damn strict, like kick off so many ppl
i was like O.o wahlao, siao liao, so i am stickin t my bugis
other places are full
i should hv chosen lot 1, at least gt V there -.-
after tht went home lo, cos damn tired
and i am damn happy, tmr no need to wake up so early
first time! in like two mths!
zzz.

sian, bill restarted,
broke.
zzz

byebye!

2008-12-02T22:16:00.008+08:00

this is how heeren look like now
Tammie, wanted me t take the pic, jus cos i bought her tht hairband -.-

me and her, wahlao, act cute only. hahah
(:
wahlao, like one ah lian like tht. she made me wear her freaking heels and she wore mine -_-
siao liao!
pretty sister of mine
me and mabel, camwhoring.
sweets from Meliza
(: so sweet of her pls!
my sis's awards, there's actually more, bt in the cupboard, there's three trophies for tis yr itself
she clinch the top, in jb and the whole malaysia
ta dah!
our pathetic x'mas tree at hm.
my bro's damn vain ok, zzz.
messyyy zzzz. random

this is my ex crush! he looks way better now
ooo, jus in front of me, k la, he sit first row, tht means i kiasuly sit second row lo. zz.
my beloved drumstick, vandalised with all the love (:

hazlyn <3>
this one is pampam loves sabster. i am like a monSTER. ha
go malaysia! from mich!
sook fung says reMEber me always, spelling best. haha
SARAH LOVES SABBY! SAM I KNW U DO. HEH.
CLAIRE LOVE SABBY!

Okay enough of randoms pictures.
its the mid of week 8, like finally! cant wait to end tis week
and i passed my clinical assessment!!!!!
damn relieved and happy, thank God man.
i damn jidong, i even text my mum to pray for me.
anyway i got Ngt and suctioning, which i thought it was hard (last time)
the lecturer damn uber super nice la,
even help me pull up the dummy when i was inserting the ngt
i did it, fast man.
after tht had bio pract, a bit screwed man,
i mean i pay attention in lecture a bit useless la,
i stil so blur lo. -.-
pooled today and guess what, din take my damn ez link card after paying,
boarded bus with fatin,thn realised, at the same time, yvonne called me
ask me to meet tammie, -.- so i cab t grassroot after alighting,
took ez link card and went town to meet tammie.
went t centrepoint, and she bought me a cake, ok is it a cake, lots of diff layer of chocs
she knws the guy working there, he bakes it.
bought J.d from 7 eleven, slacked at heeren
walked ard for awhile in tammie's heels -.-
tht crazy girl carried my bag also, say inside gt gold
wahlao its the lightest today
hahah,

so tired, esp last night,
doze off so damn early okay,
so much of studying,
bt it paid off (:
heh

saki haven text me my schedule man :/
i wanna work asap man

tmr!
proj meeting resumes
zz
and helper's thingy too
boo

byebye
gdnight world,
bill restarting sooooooon!

2008-11-29T16:00:00.004+08:00

Me and Mab, while waiting for Fatin in the toilet

haz, fatin, ain, practising?

fatin with her unsatisfied look

this is TABASCO, NOT TOBACCO, MABEL! :D

SMILEY BANANA MOUTH,

stupid blogger,

wht i blog abt yesterday

didnt come out man
was talking about thursday,

went bishan w fatin and mabel

mabel wanted to get slippperss.

so i went over t my shop t talk to dede

its gd catching up and knw wht's going on man

so after tht we went to eat at pizza hut

we had THE HEARTIEST MEAL EVER!

thnks to their service and manager from C..n.

nt trying to be wht here, bt ya

the thing was, me and mab got our food

except fr fatin, we waited and eat slowly,

eat until like halfway, the food haven come yet

so i called the manager and told her abt it

instead, she went to the computer and type type type

like as if typing, the kitchen wil come out w the food

so fine la, let her do whtever she wants.

thn again, she went t check again, thn we told another waiter

thn they check the com again,

three times ok, we sit there til we fed up man

fatin's food came in the end, bt our chicken DRUMLETS nv came,

instead the chicken WINGS came

-.-

we were like .. !@21331432#!@#@#@$%#$% alr

manager came and said, u said wings,

thn in the com, i change from drumlets to wings

i was like wtf la, i mean com say smthg else, thn check w us right

dnt jus call the shots and change our order right

end up she apologise and gave us free refills

oh and this mab, told the malay waitress tht she wanted tobacco sauce

woah i din knw cigarettes gt sauce,

HHAHAHAHHA.

mabel! malu seh!

yesterday causeway jam mas horrendous

i queued so long at kranji

go immigration also queue

after immigrate, queue for the bus

wahlao

only reach hm at 8plus near t 9 lo

thn when i go bath, my sis's bf come hm lo

wahlao, thn i should hv jus waited for him t come back tog

zzz

slept at bro's room last night, both sis and bro went kl

went out today,

mum wanted t sign up fr the phone, bt happily forgot my ic

thn went t cut hair, met ama and my aunty fr lunch thn went over t her hse

mum dropped me hm and went jusco w the rest.

the guy cut until so "xi xin"

actually nt really cut, jus layered and trimming

cos mum doesn wan me t cut short wht, she said fat person w short hair doesn go

so ya

whtever lo.

i gtg soon,
so many things on next week, :/

i wonder how i am going to cope
i'm in the helpers thing fr open hse, showed mum the msges and she said

ur friends can send u wht, maybe its nt true.

-.-

whtever, great, i din go gyming today, too lazy.

so ok byebye

AND MABEL, I AM NT NAUGHTY LO!

2008-11-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

don't we look like sister? :D

banana smile!
saded
loving my tofu man collection!
sya with his extra cock
fei say and me
stick my tongue out!
O.o
mabel and fatin
fei say and me again
2 down
glad today paper wasn't as tough as last sem's paper
now is the skills part
please hope everything will go through smoothly
cos i wanna work asap man.
today test was at ltk 3, its damn weird going in there again
cos we are used to ltj's height, thn suddenly go somewhere so low, very ...

thank god for today
marie's mum send us to sch today
and marie's bf fetch us home after sch
(:

lazing at marie's hse nw,
she's at church d, she asked me to go,
bt i din wan. -.-

deleted my friendster private photos,
i should delete ur pics in my phone too

i am too, kinda lost in life
every day is an daily routine to me,
every weekends are the sober days of the week

so damn pissed nw
why call, why bother
i was about t b nt bothered by my loser life
thn it start again.

you can even tell me,
trust is watching over someone,
so i sarcastically said go find ur gf at ur workplace, u said yeah maybe
wtf la, use ur fucking brain. use it.

irritated! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

k off i go ,
bye

2008-11-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
waiting for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

2008-11-24T14:33:00.005+08:00

Hello.
one pathetic ica presentation down.
there's so much more to go
)':

weekends was suck
with my mummy's menopause,
everything also complain, jus cannot take it.
actually flared up at her on fri night when i came back,
rah

so ec today, was squashed in 950 and there she was
suppose to squeeze in, bt didnt ):
so didnt see much of her, bt i text her.
hahah.

so many things on
i jus wanna die

2008-11-20T20:54:00.003+08:00

tired of everything
tired living my life
tired of getting shit all day
sigh

working at push cart and it will be at bugis
nt cck or jurong or ps
bugis cos i can stay over shu's hse
since she also wanna work push cart too.
hv to find time to bring her interview. zzz.
and vanecia's working again! bt at cck
called her today and we talk despites the noisy environment
its fun catching up and i hope i can work w her at bugis la
:/

studied at the lib today
finish doing up my theory test notes and reading it up
tis weekend gt to do so many things
prepare for presentations and test.
sian

went to amk w fatin to slack fr awhile
bought choc mcflurry.
thn
went to the tuition's place for the last time
din even speak, i jus bang on the door
maid came to give me, i jus grab and walked away
its cos of her, i lose my fucking job
cheebong

jus totally hate my life,
thought god bless me with it, bt now its taken away
sigh

i'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

2008-11-19T14:34:00.002+08:00

oh god jus take me away from this loser world

interacting with low educated parents jus really drain me.
i said i am not free today, doesn mean i am NOT FREE TMR.
the mum said, "this u not free next week take la. U scare your money fry alway. "
"by tomolo i no come n take. ur money sure fly alway.. n u no need to come any more"
best english ever, PLS AWARD HER YO.
and also the most bi*ch***t one,
cos she quarrelled w her parents, til the parents move away and also her mother in law,
and she shot gun marriage okay.
ask me to do this and tht, thn i do
thn she not happy, stupid or wht.
and this shows wht type of person she is ?
CONCLUDE!

working back push cart eh.
dec starting, sigh.
hate my life/
its back t the past.

it jus sucks when people really act and irritate me.
esp when u knw the truth of the person, and
the people stil act in front of me
it jus pisses me off

okay, every small thing pissed me off cos i am in a unsteady moooooood
so ya whtever/

thank fatin for listening t me eh.
and tolerate my crap cum nonsense cum scoldings
sighh.

bye

2008-11-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

i hv finally seen your true colours,
thanks a lot.
fucker

i'm so stressed up
everything is fucking messed up
even my "job"
fucking fuck tuition's mum kid
called me and ask me why i play cards with kid
i said only 5mins break, u dnt expect me to teach all the way
the child also cant absorb thn whts the point right
thn she compared abt tht time at amk when there wasnt any cards
so pissing off, insulting me
thn she said its cos of me tht she fail, i mean like wtf
its her doing if she doesn wan to listen to me right
thn i tried reasoning out w her tht, if test she do well, same question comes out in exam, and she get wrong, wht's the point here man.
is her or me?
she jus doesn understand, low educated ppl are like tht.
and the teacher said she has improved wht.
its nt as if i pull down her grades or smthg right.
so end up, we put down the phone, she text me and said no need to come anymore
wahlao, damn pissed la.

lab practice, didnt really much skills, jus dnt hv the mood to
after school
wanted to go kboxing/movie-ing,
end up didnt
went to eat and slack at banquet.
all thanks to me, came out with an idea.
we had a fun time spending it.
we learn new things every day yeah, esp, ppl's true colours

sigh,
hate hate hate my loser life.
why doesn everything jus come, at one shot
its like ....
someone had pushed me hard, right at my face, i go down
i fall, and its hard getting all up, as it hurts.
bones broken.
its so draining me off, esp at this moment of time,
hai

need a breather
need a break
need a life,
fuck

bye

2008-11-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

Sunday

Church
Sermon by some junior pastor
since it meant junior,
his English had like Chinese slang,
examples he gave was ridiculous, to the extreme
uhm okay i shan't be so ...
bt even my parents also commented
day was down, bt soon, it was all so better
so stella came on stage to promote christmas celebration and all
after sermon, here she came, talking to me, and hug was wht i needed!
and i gt it from my lovely cell group leader
she even talked to my parents after tht, which is good
cos parents seem t think tht she is rude and all.
bt yeah it was fine

oh oh gt to tell u abt my parents squabble, ABOUT CURRY PUFFS
dad bought 10curry puffs, free 1
counted , 1st pack-3, 2nd pack-4, 3rd pack (1st pack)- 3
-.- mum drove, wasnt able to check, dad eyesight - ABIT AH.
she started grumbling and all and demanded to go back there t claim back
dad said nvm, next time can take and all,
mum said no must take, next time where gt evidence.
so they drove there, made a scene
dad said the lady was lying, at end up went to check
and guess wht, 4, 3, 4
AIYOYOYOYO, PAI SEH MAN!
so dad blames mum for instigating him to scold the lady
mum blames dad for nt checking properly
and its goes on and on
lame,

and today i woke up went t use the toilet gt ready fr sch
sis woke up and gt ready at 745am
started shouting for the maid, i told her she's washing car and all
grumpy woman in the morning -.-
she took lift w me, i asked her why she so early go work
she said oh ya hor!
AIYOYO!
SHE WOKE UP ONE HOUR EARLIER!suppose to be 840 she leave hse t work
SHE WAS LIKE CHECKING HER PHONE AND ALL
hahaha , end up she went up to slp.
lamezz.

i wanna thk FEI SAY FOR BUYING TOFUMAN FOR ME
:D
thk god found me a tofu lover! hahah so i can share w her.
heh.

went to eat dinner w fatin and haz at amk,
ate ljs, standard like shit, bt price shoot up like firecracker
the person said 1 tartar sauce for 1 set, so fatin asked for all set t hv tartar
she said cannot, -.-
tartar cost 20c, cheese cost 60c, i was like haz u bettr eat ALL the cheese, is worth so much
wnt to pooled after tht, played like shit anws,
won only one game. zzz.
met kayen and her gf for awhile at hub
and thn hm sweet hm baby!

came hm talked to marie,
hope u wil be better asap ya!
get well sooon and stop showing wormy pics, its ... zzzz
finally done w adult nursing, editted w the help of lemone
so one thing cleared, oh my, pharmaco, hven do,
tmr must do lo, if nt fatin kill me manz.
k la,

gdnight
and happy bday to my laopo! hazel! love!

2008-11-13T20:38:00.002+08:00

today's a horrid day )=<
boohooo
proj my part in a mess
friends, i'm stuck in between
Mdm Wong caught me for slippers -_-
tuition kid's mum called, said give kid a break til sch reopen
for a moment i thought was, yes! can study hard for all the tests tht is coming
thn after tht, i realised i wont hv INCOME )': for two months
i'm going to be fucking broke
hw to pay my bill and all.
sigh

i totally hate my life
bt nw i jus hope tmr would be a better day.
roar,

back to jb, omg haven pack stuffs
so gg
Bye!

2008-11-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

dramamama in class (poly)
so lame, i miss secondary school tho we had quarrels all
it seemed good to knw almost everyone in school
and tht everyone knew you too.

poot.
went to buy perfume today
pooled
met nad at cine
wanted t get havas bt nw like ...
stil considering wht to get.

i am so ..........
talking to fatin on the phone now
i need to learn deep breathing exercise

deep inside want to explode alr.

okok dnt explode here
explode in the toilet
pang sai

I WANNA GO FOR RIHANNA'S CONCERT LA!
):
boohoo

life sucks,
i need you
)=

2008-11-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

why do i always have t go through this again
):
ah stuck.

2008-11-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARAH SAM WEI XIAN!
THANKS FOR ALWAYS BRINGING LAUGHTER INTO MY LIFE
KNOWING YOU HAD BEEN A BLESSING!
HOPE TO MEET UP SOON TO RELIEVE STRESS (TENNISING/BADMINTONING)
HAHA AND DRIVE ME ARD ONE DAY!

badminton-ed today,
it was so fun, i went so crazy man O.o
i like it when i bond w my classmates, ten of us were there
ain,haz,banu,sharan,fei say,yj,vin, fatin, sya and me!
haha, after exercising, went macs, so much of losing weight -.-
zzzz.

tuition tmr, pay!
hopefully.
yupp,
goodnight world!

2008-11-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

COTTON ON DAY!
PRESENTING TO YOU, MODEL OF THE DAY, FARTIN! (O:
AND HAZ! (:

HAZ, ME , FATIN
BOTH OF THEM
haz, me, fatin
YESTERDAY
it was horrid, many of u probably enjoyed gg to saras wedding
bt i didnt.
i was stuck in between a fight in public,
its so lame,
-_-
ended up reachin hm damn late
wth!
din do much work,
rest, gym, work, notes, slp.
boring
thank god for monday!

I HAD FUN TODAY!
(:
my SECOND havas snapped again, i am so sick of it alr
i am gg to buy smthg else
went to amk during our two hr plus break
bought a damn cute shirt, a bear playing drums!
ah totally fall in love w it
thn went back to sch, stil had an hour to use com lo
after sch, it was "ladies night"
went to novena,
shoppped, my gdness, they-ain,haz, sharan, banu, fatin
CAN SHOP ALL DAY LONG
they spent an hour plus at cotton on
-_-
after so late, we stil went t secret recipe to eat
we laughed so much, probably cos the jubes sharanjit and banu was there
haha, so fun, anything we can laugh at
like sharan's hearing problem,
damn lame.

hahah i wish to hv more all these man
next time thn
nights!

2008-11-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

Me and my loveliest cgl! (=

and again! (:

Hello

time really past so damn fast,

its like almost a month in school, and threee to four weeks time,

i face "death" with all the crazy theoy tests, most phobia - clinical assessment, and also ica presentations -.-

guess our busy schedule made some drifted apart alr.

no time to go out, no time to do tis and tht.

i am surprised we didnt even pool fr tis whole week man.

work. hope my kid does well fr exams,

tho last exam she flunk both subj and clinched second last in class -_-

i hoping she does very very well, tho i jolly well know she's gonna pass only.

i'll get a shock if she flunk anything.

zzz

i better b gg thn

blog when free.

bye

outta my life man

2008-10-26T14:59:00.003+08:00

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
DAMN FUCKING STRESS WITH UNNECESSARY STRESS
)':

i only got two pathetic sems to pull up my studies grade
one last sem to pull up my prac gardes.

enough is enough
jus get out from my life.
it'd help much
tks

2008-10-23T21:42:00.007+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN DAY ! AT THE NIGHT SAFARI (;

O_O
ME, AIN, BANU, HAZ (;
ME, AIN, O_O , BANU, HAZ
COOLNESS
TOILET NICE. :D
BUTCHER
HAZ, AIN, PANDA EYES, BANU, MEEEE
BANU AND HAZ
ME AND AIN
SHE'S DAMN HYPER
heh

helloo.
tuition was fucked up.
ugh
she better do well fr exams
if nt tht's it
i won't teach
>:(

k byebye

2008-10-19T13:04:00.006+08:00

hellloooo people
apologies for nt updating
had a hectic week man
so let's refresh our memories eh

HARI RAYA OUTING! 7/10/08
this is sya's hse, me and marie's last destination.

this is haz's hse, her hse is beautiful man.

hw abt i kinda forget where we took this -_-
this is at ain's hse!
marie, me, zainah, mab, fei say, fatin
in the bus to sya's hse, mab, ain, me

this is at zainah's hse!

and haz's hse
abd again
haz's dining table! apparently yj dnt wanna take pic, so she's like cut off
Fatin's hse! her food variety was the most! haha, photographer- fatin -_-

Group pic at fatin's hse!
hello u ppl! hahah
didnt go khai's hse cos it was quite late alr.

we had lots of fun and i took six meals for tht day. zzzz/

sch started and one week alr past.

i can say it was a horrid cum fun one, omg mixed feelingsz.

rmb i said i am gonna wan to organize a class outing, or at least a class pic

i am gonna take back my words cos i finally saw the true colours of the class tht day.

not pointing at any particular person or whtsoever, bt its kinda like accumulative of everyone's personality and characters tht conflict and crashes.

reason why i can say this, is tht cos other classes doesn hv this kind of nonsenses, we hv it.

i am nt gonna be bothered by this nonsensical stuffs anymore and get on studying,

my main objective is pull up my grades

mon

went poolin and dinnering w sya and fatin at amk

tues

tuitioned

wed

went running w sya and fatin in sch

slacked in sch w the rest and had laughed so much!

me and sya multi tasked by playing daidi and uno tog

ain also did, uno and ds-ing.

outing w sec sch friends at paragon, fish and co

played pool w b, ahaha win all the game.

bought badminton racket!

thurs

tuitioned

friday!

we ended at nooon, went to ain's hse to put bag and headed to jb

met stel at shop, did facial (: catched up and all

treated her bday lunch at sushi king,

couldnt spend much time w her as she had appt w customer ):

nvm i had to go off anyway, headed back t sg

went to night safari w ain,haz,banu

u knw i wasn't really excited abt it bt i jus went.

bt ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i enjoyed it! getting scared by ghosts and all.

and i didnt wanna go fr animal show cos it was super long queue

bt went in the end, BUT i nv regret! heh. (((:

the rest should knw why.

hahahah, went ard taking pic w all the ghosts. (: so cool la.

upload pics when ain,haz sent it

went ain's hse to stay over

ate supper and movied fr awhile.

sat

met pri sch friends for bdays gathering at town

went waraku pasta and pizza to eat.

catch up fr nt long, went lucky t play pool w evon before heading back to jb

went t church w sis!

today is sun, time to get down w work

so byebye!

and happy bday t han inn and jing jing!

2008-10-08T01:24:00.003+08:00

omg
screw the freaking timing,
all the loser timings.
hmmphs
4days 8am! HOLY SHIT. ):

tuitioned today, before tht went to Fatin's hse to eat
i lost my way today on her way there
--
cos i was busy reading magazine and i overshot 3stops
we crapped all the way, til i was abit late for tuition, 10mins late
hahah, and i tuition her til almost 6! cos there was so many things needed t be done
thought i would be late fr hougang's tuition bt i was early, cos i took train t hg

okay so this is
shu's tuition kid, sending me off
and this is my tuition kid's cert (; woo hoo, so proud of her
and i found a method t make her do work! YAY. (:
if she does well, at least get top 10, i'm so gonna treat her t winx club movie!
hahaha,
zzzz

JALAN RAYA TMR! I MEAN LATER.
instead of four hses, we're gg six! hahah.
and its all over singapore, haha god bless us tmr
byebye, sure will camwhore. heh

2008-10-05T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hello

Vexed is wht i am feeling now
I jus dnt knw wht to do at this point
I know i'm supposed to do that, i jus can't bring myself to
God, give me some time.

Saturday,
gymed twice, watched huang jin lu. wht an ending. -_-
went to celebrate sis and aunty's bdays in the restaurant
Ama also came, and she gave me money in front of everyone ._.
bt end up this morning, i gave it to mum, since she's gg t melaka tmr.
blessing ppl is good.

i forgot tht today church, there will be a offering held for the teenz food fair
if nt i would hv bring my money t bless them.
ahh nvm still got next week
anyway, worship was goood today.

gymed after watching relentless justice
had a quiet time alone.
i was jus thinking, hw ppl i knw, are damn talented
serving God in all so many ways, singing, playing drums, ushering all.
wht abt me?
i was thinkin hw i used to be,to shine for God,
and hw it end up so ...
how loser i am til i failed, its jus depressing tht
you stand in front of the whole damn fucking sch to tell them abt it
and thn another side of u be like a fucker.
it sucks, and when ppl sees it.
there goes everything u knw.
sigh
drop topic

zzzz
fei say! u like the joke, thn u should tune in to 987fm
gt another one AM MAYHEM, its smthg like this.
one day there was a dumb blonde who wanted to learn how t fish
so she read up a bk on when t catch and fish for the fish
so she went to the spot and wanted to "cut" the ice, cut a circle to fish
thn there was a voice on top saying there is no fish there
thn she went to other end and did the same thing.
and again, there is no fish there either.
she said " is tht you lord? "
the voice said ," its the ice skatin ream manager"

HAHAHA, stupid seh.

ah i cnt wait for visitations w clique and classmates !
tis's probably the most enjoyable during this hols man.
hmmm, hope timetable's out soon
zzzz

kk gdnight world

NO AIR

2008-10-03T16:02:00.007+08:00

Today is friday,

next week is the last week of hols man

tht's just "great"

zzzzzzzz

ugh

i didnt achieve much this hols except for attachment

no work = no cash

and now tht my tuition pay is gonna be delayed one week which is when sch reopens
so slack and am tht free to blog and uh change layout

yawns

cant wait for tmr, sis treating us dinner! gd dinner.

finally

bt i wont be able to watch my relentless justice show thn

ugh, at least i hope i can watch huang jin lu

ahh

today is the last day of attachment for some of my friends.

yay they are freeed, and i hope they ARE free to go out soon.

hahah

pls man

zzz,

life sucks.

byebye

trusting me is hard eh?

2008-10-02T21:40:00.004+08:00

Today i can call it a Loner day
everything except coming t sg was all alone
came t sg w sis and bf, went t shu's tuition, was early
didnt go fr my tuition and thn i went home
the end, boring day man
zzz

hanging ard shu's tuition place is ....
i see students hanging abt and smoking
with uniforms somemore
at cyber cafe gaming and scolding all this vulgarities
this kids really ... nowadays
i am glad i wasnt born in their generations and
i wont ever wan my kid to be like tht man.
seriously.

tis week is boring week
i hope next wk will be better
with all my pals,
and poolin i hope, cos i wanna pooool man

bro's barbequeing downstairs and i jus ate one chicken wing
yummy
zzzzzz

"hi ping hi pong
ping, ure very thin leh, wht's ur secret
i listened to my doc
he ask me to eat 2days regular meals
and skip 1day meal
oh okay i see
bt its very hard leh, skipping the whole day"

hahaha lame

jus seen smthg i din wanna see, so okay whtever
byebye

2008-09-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

zzzz
hello today is tuesday, at marie's hse.
tmr is sis's bday

Shu!
tuition was good, nthg happening leh.
tuition w ur kid, time past quite fast which is good la
not like mine, the last half an hour is always hard t past
cos mine wouldnt wan t do work, damn.
):

zzz.
Selemat hari raya to all those out there
heehee
so bored la.
zzzz
byebye

missssses them

2008-09-27T21:31:00.004+08:00

Apparently, staying at home the whole day is not wht i desire
slacking so much, bein a freaking couch potato, tv addict.
ugh no life
):
-----------------------------
NOTE:
I NEED TO DATE SOMEONE! D:
Pls date me!
-----------------------------
ahaha i seem desperateeeee. zzz. -_-

i chatted w hpy from midnight til 2plus am last night,
woah so long since we chatted tht long,
learnin new stuffs, recalling the past, knw more abt each other's lives and all
ha, after tht i didnt slp til 3plus, played ds.

people always longing for hols to come when sch's on
and when hols do come, some cant wait for hols to end.
tis is so weirdd, but life's like tht.

i jus wanna say i miss my clique!

and tht i am lookin forward to raya-ing with them, see them in their pretty pretty costumes!
ah i love them tons. them-ain,haz,tin,sya (:
hanging out w them is fun! but one thing is i'l grow fatter.
cos they always like going fastfood place to eat
-_-
and i must hv a poly class outing, idc
though my class is like .... ..... ....
if other classes can do it, i dnt see why mine's impossible
if grp 2 can take a CLASS PIC, i dnt see why we cant man
eh we are NOT LIKE NP NURSING leh
they need to CHANGE CLASS EVERY YEAR, hello.
aiya say here also a bit useless, nt all will read. zzz.

i jus realised when reading my past posts, i think april was a good one.
though march was a total crazy one.
having to hang out w almost all my friends-nyp,st.marg's,pri sch pals and going back t smss and meeting juniors all was great.
now my pri sch friends? they are either yr 3 or in uni alr. how to meet up like tht, sigh.

i wanna play mahjong, ugh.
i wanna viwawa,bt my loser com is so lag.
zzzz.

i'm getting a crumpler before sch starts, hopefully!
cant wait.
heh
(:
today post a bit long eh.
zzzz

parents coming hm real soooon,
i didnt gym the whole day today, :XXX
die.
zzz.
k thn
byebye!

Trying but to no avail

2008-09-26T14:56:00.002+08:00

I jus wanna pool now
but i am stuck at home.
Home alone, no nice tv programmes to watch, wanna game bt lag.
ugh.
I hv no lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, no one to be physically there for me when needed,
though there is, is to their convenience, and their timings and all.
Its jus so zzzz.

I wanna support Han yee tmr, for the teenage icon thing
but i'l be in jb. i hope he does well man!

okay i wanna meet up with
-brenda
-vanecia
-kerrie
-hui min
-amelia

anymore?!

hmm so bored, byebye.

2008-09-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

SEOUL GARDENING WITH NG! (:
Thank God for her cos i actually come to sg for nthg
cos the tuition kid's mum say dnt wan tuition cos of kid's bday
zzzz. so lame

looking down to see how "FAT" she is -_-

NG AND ME!
I SAD SHE GOING, SHE GOING SO SHE KISS ME GDBYE. )': HEEHEE

SEOUL GARDENING and i didnt go for my second round, ha.
acc ng to BRA SHOPPING, oo jus realised i din upload the pics for bra shopping.
glad t meet her cos hw million yrs nv meet alr.
zzz

today!
went shopping for printer w mum and dad
is horrible when its so hard t decide wht t get and all.
esp when there's some package thing tht claims tht it saves money -_-
came t sg early to tuition shu's kid
so early til like i had time to go play arcade. heh.
thn went t tuition my kid, ahhhh her exams coming and she stil doesn wan t do work
damn manz

suppose to meet doll tmr, bt she can't make it.
so outing w sya only, bt maybe meeting Fatin after tht.
See how la, got t wake up early t meet him. zz
can't wait to pool (;

Marie says my blog postss, no head no tail
only got body, thn i told her, tht's the point wht.
so long nv catch up w her alr,

hmm better b gg off le, zzz.
gdnight world

hol = no life

2008-09-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

HALF AND HOUR MORE AND I SAY....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLL! (: thanks for your listening ears. hv fun yeah.

AND ALSO TO MY TUITION KID, u lil naughty girl who kps farting ard.
zzz

Past equals to History
Why do people say " forget about the past", think about also no point", "don't talk abt the past"
Past.
History, why do people study about it?
just because there were succesful events or people jus wanted to be famous or whtsoever?

I have a mind, tht wanders ard
I miss my past, those memories.
Always wishing things wouldnt happen tis and tht way
but i'm no one to make all this happen

Random man

finally coming out to sg tmr
hols has been so so boring
even tv programmes are like ... zzz ....

meeting ng fr seoul garden buffet.
ha so much of dieting
:X

gt t go bugis buy ds charger man,
mine blew, by right it shouldnt IF it was the real one
loser la, china products are always like tht
nt to mention the milk pruducts thing.
no comments man

Parents coming hm sooon .
-_-

so kk
byebye world.

holidays start

2008-09-20T13:02:00.006+08:00

I'D SAID BYE BYE TO THIS MAHJONG SET, AT WARD 45B.

Parveena and Rhauda!

playing ball eh
uno!
for the patients, haven put sardine sandwich and beehoon
fish and co w yen yen!

yenyen, me, regina
doing the case study

alf, me, tiff, yenyen

i'm alr missin those uncles at imh alr ):

its like i look at the time now, and can roughly knw wht they are doing

cos every day is the same.

they will forever be locked up there.

in this 2 weeks, we see the same routine til we can predict wht the ppl gg t do next.

so there's mahjong uncle, bowl uncle, ball uncle, diabetic uncle, comb hair uncle, rushing uncle, bookworm uncle, stack up chairs uncle, case study uncle, and so on la.

oh gawd, i miss my mahjong diabetic uncle! :/

okay results are shit, gpa dropped

and with tht, i quit my push cart job alr.

i seriously wil miss those time i worked, esp during x'mas last yr
holidays are here. and i hardly knw wht t do since there's no work
wht i knw i hv to do, mum plan is

2 times gyming, 1 meal a day.
zzzz

and tuitioning continues, takin over shu's fr awhile

cos she's flying back.

so gd.

can go relax.

i gt t buck up fr my studies man, i wan t do welll.

sigh

okok byebye thn

happy bday pam tan, f&n partner! love!

fooled

2008-09-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

I had enough
why doesn everyone kp saying sorry to me
i've been hearing all this all day long, Why?
Am i that vulnerable to get foooled?
Why can't Human beings be faithful
i knw i cant too, bt i am trying my best

First you
You were the best damn thing of my life,
I blame myself i lost you
and tht All Good things come to an end.

Second you
You totally kp secrets well eh
felt horrid when you told me the truth
you touched me and thn let me go jus like tht.

Both yous, left me cos they fell for another one.

sigh,
sigh fr wht, life stil hv to go on.

2008-09-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

Five more days to go!

Second day and it goes on
Bringing fear t the ward, it slowly died down
i observed and found many nice and cute patients!
and in this ward, i got hooked on t mahjong
i tell u some of them are totally normal, they are stuck there cos of family rejection
fuck family rejection, wht is this man
i hv two cute uncles pro in mahjong, one doesnt talk properly,
bt i can so predict wht he wan t say/do
he is always helping out w the chairs, and he is well mannered,
tht's why staff nurse allow him t eat second round, haha
thn there's also the soft and quiet guy sitting at his same place to eat
he's always eatin slowly and properly, slowly picking out the chili from the veg,
thn there'l be closing ceremony of the food
he fold and fold, thn put his spooon in the middle
when he smiles, he gt dimples, today he danced! damn cute la

yest fr structured activity we played dog and bone, and throwin ball game
they are gd man,
today we did singing and dancing
they totallly rock when dancing t forever chris brown
there was azri t be the leader
oh before dinner, this patient came t shake hand w me
firm and wont let go for abt 10s
-_-
after dinner, he came by t shake, i immediately dodge BUT he insisted
so i hide behind azri's back, and thn azri said smthg thn he went off
Phew,
hate the food there la, so limited. zzzz

tuitioning tmr,
thn hm sweet hm
zz

k la gdnight

2008-09-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF IMH
ORIENTATION THE WHOLE DAY

the air - ...
the smell- ...
the food- ...

apparently a lot of things are supposed t be kept confidential
bt i hv t say tis, MY WARD STINKS OF URINE AND ITS SUPER HOT AND STUFFY
and
I DNT WAN TO BATHE MALE PATIENTS TMR LA! ):<
oh good lord bless me man

met helicia at imh, surprised t see her eh
quite cool t see sec sch pal there,
haha.

thn met clique t eat
ate at Fatin's dad/uncle/aunty shop
and he actually treated us! (:
haha, couldnt stay long cos i am shift tmr seh
and tuitioning
:/

k la better be gg thn, byebye

2008-09-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

):
my fringe- horrible
my face- like fuck
my whole body blubbler- like sai
ah hate it

went t grandma's hse yest
some sort of reunion cos every grandchild was back
so okay she cooked laksa and prepare popiah and so on
woohoo
after tht played badminton w my cousins.
bt a bit la, nv hit much, cos some dnt knw hw t play
and the shuttlecock kp hitting up the roof
and i had t climb up t get it -__-
after tht i gt fed up cos all three was so far t get
went in to play w my ah yi's wi fi
wahlao damn cool la, bt quite hard t control
i played mario kart w my cousins and badminton also.
after tht went hm.

churched today
blacked out for the third time in last and this
so lame.

imh attachment tmr man
ten more days to go, counting down man,
i cant wait t slack all the way, since there's no work at push cart
bt i gt tuition and i dnt knw hw t cook up a story
zzzz.
parents bought lots of dvds, so i can watch all day!
movie marathon man.
ugh
and more gym O_O
sigh

bazaar tmr w clique,
something i look forward to !
k thn, gdnight, i should slp early man!

horrid attitude

2008-09-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

THIRD DAY AT AMK POLYCLINIC
so far so gd,
though today was a bit of drilling here and there
bt we learnt a lot more about chronic illness and counselling.
now i only know, getting a higher post in nursing doesn come easy
u must take tis and that
ever heard of diploma in asthma? diploma in copd?
a bit nonsense right
even being a polyclinic nurse, you hv to kp up w the standards.
so ok, today we jus observe dm, cholesterol counsellings
after tht Staff nurse took us fr discussion,
thn it was break! thn smokin cession or whtever it is called
young ppl come in for this session when they get caught by sch and hsa
super young like 13 yrs old?
all smokes cos of friends
some smoked for 8yrs alr and its nt their first time coming fr tis session
when staff nurse talk to them personally, they dnt even look up and respond
jus fiddle w their file and so on
its quite pissing off, as in their attitude?
some of them jus laughed, answer negatively, dnt even listen t any thing.
so we jus sat there through out and tada HOME SWEET HOME
rushed hm, bathed and met doll at vivo
apprently, we took lots of pics, bt she cant send t me
so zzz.
ate carl's junior and went t bugis t play arcade
walked ard, talk t my ex-neighbours as in push cart
tis period of the yr, is rainin period?
hmmm, sucks man.

okay pics w doll! gt more bt damn lazy t choose

SMILE!

TIRED MAN

GDNIGHT WORLD

12MORE DAYS OF ATTACHMENT T GO!

BYEBYE

HORRIGBLE

2008-09-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

FIRST ISSUE
i am super duper fuckin fed up
tht's all i wan to say
because:
first- you dnt understand me
second- you dnt listen t me
third- you apologize for the sake of doing
fourth- you refuse to think twice before speaking
fifth- a leopard doesn change its spot

ugh forget it
its jus testing my patience

SECOND ISSUE
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant take it, someone i working with,
looks like you,
and that always making me think of you,
and tht sucks, cos i am refraining from talking t you
i actually type text t you
wht i end up is, press back, "don't save"
so depressing, cos i dnt knw wht to do

THIRD ISSUE
CI was here today, damn she asked us a million questions
and she boasted so much, we couldnt be bothered responding t her
so we jus kp quiet and all
she actually commented that we were tooooo quiet,which is smth wrong
bt whtever la huh,
i ans one question correctly, she continued bombing me?
zzz, so in the end, til i speechlesss lo.
and she said results coming out sooooooooooon
i am damn damn damn scared,
sigh,
:/

ah went tuitioning today
all testing my patience, kid's been so ...
when she knw the ans, she jus say she dnt knw
and purposely say the wrong thing,
i gt so damn irritated alr when i repeated fr the third time.
i raised my voice and repeat again, damn pissing
met sya!chatted so much,
bloody hell, his polyclinic gt give money, ours dnt even hv.
and bump into Gaya. haha. a bit la huh, we hugged, without my slippers on
hahah, quite pai seh t talk, so we jus bid gdbye, zz.
a bit ah, went t shop and save, and actually knw upstairs gt k pool
so we went t poool for half an hour, cabbed hm.

tmr!
outing w doll
thurs!
outing w kayen before tuition
fri!
zzz, home sai home.
haha kiddin la, hm sweet hm!

so okok, byebye!
-_-

together we cry

2008-09-01T20:18:00.002+08:00

First day of attachment yo!
came clueless, called sin wei to ask where is it
it turn out, the eight of us are all foreigners- 3m'sians, 5 chinas
wht's different is i am nt bonded!
zzz, so sucky. ):

anyhow, sis also put us alone in the rooms t observe
so its like working on our own
yeah no comments on posting la
went t check out shoes today
i fall in love w a pair of nike shoes, BUT dnt hv my size
poo
went t check out psp and ds cartridge too
horrid prices
tuitioning tmr, and i jus called up the person ng introduced
a bit ah, why did i call nw, its super wrong timing
hw t squeeze in two kids and attachment?
omg.
stupid of me la,
zzz.

PEOPLE PLS TELL ME IF U HV LOBANGS FR PSP

k i am offf
i hv nthg much t say alr
byebye

i stil dnt knw hw to face you

2008-08-29T22:13:00.003+08:00

helloooooooooooooooo

one week jus passed jus like tht,

time passes so damn fast,

esp when ure having all the fun man.

i'l misss pooling, playing drums at bugis arcade, eating tht chicken at hougang

and i seriously need t get my butt up to run and exercise, TENNIS!

bt i need a running shoes :/

tmr's attachment
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hv to wake up damn early
i need my beauty slp man

went church today,
wahlao during holy communion, suddenly black out
so lame.
lunching w parents and friend til 3plus
-_-
end up reach hm late, stil wanted my nap
so i slept til 6, mum woke me up t go gym,
zzz, i stil hv to come out of sg t marie's hse lo
jb customs was jus being such a bitcchzz.
SO MANY PPPL, we could hardly move,
i didnt even knw where is the queue is and for wht
end up i had no queue, so i jus wait fr 950
squeezed the hell up and lucky gt seat,
damn man, long queue at sg customs too.
so testing my patience man
bt thank god, he send the bus straightaway when i reach amk
cos i thought of taking cab, bt lucky didnt la, haha
k i am so crappingggg.
so off i go

so time is nt a factor to you
conclusion
4yrs? nthg to you = i am nthg to you.

byebye

2008-08-28T15:28:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYA!
HIS PRESENTS
HAHAH HE IS HAPPY! W HIS CAKE!
look at those ppl, zz.
that's us!
looking at their kids
ain,tin,sya
ain trying t teach me cycling
me and ain!
sya and fatin playing in water
hungry ppls
eat eat jia you!
cutting cake!
those bunch of us!
fatin,sya,me,ain,sarah sam!
haz and me
nice one!
in the cab
at fatin's hse
fatin,me,ain
us!
on our way t parkway

Helloo ppl,
mon was the barbeque,
thk gdness it didnt rain, it was drizziling
everything went on smooothly
tues,
went t watch money no enough 2,
ate sakae
tuitioned
wed
went to meet the clique t celebrate sya's bday!
before tht we went t pool at lucky, played arcade too
went t marine sq t eat seoul garden
eat until wan t give birth ok,
hahah, zzzz.
went to watch 4bia at cine
so lame show
its like 4 short stories,
1st was draggy like hell.
zz, and mostly those girls acting are quite gd looking
so abit ah, the ghost come and make them look so horrid can
stupid ghostsss
ok whtever.

went t bugis today
the arcade there gd, always upgrading
played the drums, real drum set!
hahah, played three songs
gt a F,A,A overall is B!
wooohooo.
k nw i am at marie's hse
gg fr tuition later

so laters!

aint tht nice

2008-08-23T13:08:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARD KAUR! SHARANJIT KAUR!
YOU'VE BEEN A GREAT PAL AND BROUGHT LAUGHTER TO EVERYONE!
YOU ROCK! HAHAH

THE SPORTY ONE!
FOR BABY'S BIRTHDAY

clique playing arcade, spotting the difference
READ!

Back to our same old activites right after exams!
zzz
and 50cents Daytona! i gt second, ain 1st, sya last, fatin compete w herself -_-
oo, many fingers

my injured knee cap, and later stil hv to gym. zzz

HAZ!
HANDICAP EH?! O_o

TUITION KID BEING A .... ZZ.

FATIN! WHTS W THT MAN! BELLE! HELLO.
TWIST!
TIN,YEN,BELLE
EH WAN T STUDY OR NT!
FEISAY AND HER CUTE SPECS

HAZ! W YJ'S SPECS
MY FAT HAMSTER
ZZZ, FATIN DNT KNW HW T OPEN A PACK PROPERLY -_-
ZZZ

Hellooo Peoples.

EXAMS ARE OVER!

i am like happy cos many ppl are stil mugging fr their exams all.

i jus hope nw that i'l do well man.

and attachment's coming!

so dreadful -_-

bt at least its at imh, so i prolly hv some interesting cases and case study t do

zzz.

went out yest t hunt fr presnts, eat, pool, i tell you,

i am freaking broke tis mth,

i hv t 5presents tis mth. and i din work at my push cart job cos of exams.

very nice.

lucky 4 presents was shared, bt someone's one obviously i had t buy it right,

zzz mafan,

i cant wait fr mon! (:

await for more pictures!

hahah, (:

i'm stil tinking whet t quit my job,

sigh.

hpy quit le lo.

i alone. jennifer always so far apart from me. no entertainment ok!

so sian, bt wht i miss is the x'mas period w Vanecia ok.

tell me wht t do man!

zzz.

gt t gym soon w my injured leg, stupid.

byebye.

Life for rent

2008-08-21T10:00:00.007+08:00

I MISS THIS GIRL! D:

actually its the wrong time blogging man,

tmr's last paper! Pharmacology

haven studied bt gg t study the whole day after this,

k la nt exactly the whole day cos i hv tuition later, now is like two hrs. -_-

and i hv been dreaming abt ppl lately,

funny thing -_-

papers were okay,

bt i thought killer part was at mcqs,

saq prolly for u t bring up your marks.

zzz.

i jus hate lecturers who kp interrupting when exams alr started

its so interrupting my thoughts okay,

and also lecturers who walk w their stupid heels on

so the hall is quiet, here comes "thump thump thump"

wtf.

been gyming lately,

i am gettin the hang of it alr.

its somewhere i can vent my anger

cos tht day mum came in yelling at me and ....

i increased my speed and "box" the machine -_-

so here come my Bruised knuckles

yesterday, it was cool to hv a clique meeting,

i love my clique, (:

bt sometimes seeing some drift away, a bit ah.

fast forward, i fell at sch's escalator,

so knee cap bled like fuck,

from sch to amk, from amk to hougang,

hougang to serangoon.

zzz

applying pressure on it hurts, moving it is worst.

Thank marie who actually nursed me (:

i was plannin to run today lo.

so much of running
zzz

k i shall go study alr
i cant wait fr next week to come man!!!
zz

if we can

2008-08-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

Nothing to blog,
boring life
bored of studying
bored of problems
bored of facing every day

zzz

i am hungry!
):

HAPPY BDAY PRIS!

speechless

2008-08-06T21:26:00.003+08:00

In the FEMALE'S TOILET.
me, haz, ain was waiting for someone to come out of the cubicle
second cubicle door's open, and we ...
O_O
a caucasian guy came out
???
he ask oh i am in the girl's toilet?
after that, he even wash his hands before going off
So no comments

k i jus wanted to blog abt tis only.
so byebye
HAPPY BDAY BANU!

i blew it

2008-08-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

I SEE NO JOY IN NO THING

EVEN IF I AM LAUGHING OUT LOUD WITH MY PALS
TELLING LAME JOKES TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH
SHOUT LIKE I AM CRAZY
DEEP INSIDE, ...
IT IS DIFFERENT
I CANT HELP HAVING NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ABT EVERYTHING
"WHT IF"
I THANK PEOPLE AROUND ME, ENCOURAGING ME.
BUT ITS TO NO AVAIL, ITS TEMPORAL.

KID GAVE ME FUCK TODAY
I GAVE HER TOO
CALLED TEACHER
MUM CALLED
GRANDMA CALLED DAD
DAD CALLED MUM
MUM CALLED ME AGAIN
KID CRIED

THIS IS IT,
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE.

I am Sorry.
If its helps.

Failure, loser

2008-08-04T20:33:00.003+08:00

This is it.
and That's it

I jus feel like giving up
i am numbed to failures, losing and fearing
fucked.

reach home early
bt didnt wan to face parents so early
sat downstairs my hse and with lots of thoughts
loving the wind, wishing it could blow me away from this fuckin world
went home,
mum actually ask abt,
told her,
and couldnt help teared.
and she was nice to encourage me t work harder
and nt tell me off.
i dnt deserve tht, actually.

serves me right for working so much and schooling

nthg much cheered me up.
nt even you,
i can even tell you, leave me alone for now
i dnt need you

i need .. you
bt obviously things aren't at my side

sigh

2008-08-02T18:52:00.006+08:00

GYMED!
ZZZ
ZZZ
AD ON DENGUE!

VON'S GROUP
OOPS, TRADEMARK IN LTH
SHUAN CHEN!!! BT NT CLEAR LA! );
NAUGHTY KID, USING PHONE SIA
MARIE'S GRP

FUNNAYE
SHARAN WHACK THE MOSQUITO
MOSQ DEAD
SONG ON MOSQ
AH SO CUTE!HAHA

OOO O_O
PLAYING MASAK MASAK
MARIE!
SHARAN! THEIR PAPA!

WHY DOES CHRISTINE SEK WANNA SEE ME AND HAZ ON MON!?

Heart's beating, mind's wondering, mouth swearing

ARGH!

tis is so zzzz.

tis issue of responsibility is so zzz too

come on man, pls admit, return the bk so no need to bear cost of 40smthg bucks

if nt the whole grp wil pay fr it okay

no comments

pooled at lucky yest! won 4 games! yes!

aracde! ooo, i won sya and fatin twice on mario kart!

hahah i rock

ahah,

went to bugis, shopped for banu's pressie

why is it so hard t get a present ah.

ate bk, slacked and walked ard

shopped til 8plus okay

bt nonetheless had fun cos it was some sort of clique outing!

i love my clique!

leg's cracking!

ugh

and i din get pay on time. so went to saki and complaint

woah at the same time, she wil ask me to help her look after the shop

-_-

handled difficult customers bt lucky she came in time!

so irritating

went back jb, bro picked me up

today!

at 9plus 10, parents zzz- my alarm clock

heard mum asking siti to bring me down to the gym,

and bring me up.

so zz

so gymed okay

sweat like a pig

better go le!

byebye